7:47pm at Home

Well, I went to the doctor this afternoon about the chest pain that I had. He said that I am having anxiety attacks. The doctor said I need to remove some of the stress from my life. I trying to still remove the biggest stress in my life (Lisa). The other major stress is my finances. I am stressing out about getting a job back in Denver. I really need to find a position out there soon. I can't keep waiting around. I hope that I will be able to find something soon!!!! I guess another big stress in my life is being away from Sharalyn. I miss her so much and can't stand being away from her. The thing I want the most in this world is to be back in Denver with her. That is the only thing that will really make me less stressed out and the most happy. If I don't get a position out in Denver soon I am gonna go insane. I am trying everything that I can to get a job back there. Hopefully all of the work that I am putting into this job search will pay off very soon. I want nothing more than to be back in Denver. I beg the Lord everyday for the ability to go back to Denver. I hope that he hears my prayers and my pleading and will soon allow this to happen. Well, I feel like getting a drink.

more to follow...............