12:20pm at Work

Well, I haven't really had an eventful morning. I sat in on an IWS session at 10:30 this morning and didn't get over until 12:00pm. I was very bored during the whole thing, but what can I do about it. I am very disappointed about not hearing anything yet about any jobs in the Denver area. I am starting to think that I won't ever get back there. I don't want to get discouraged though. I know that there has to be a way for me to return. I hope that I will hear something soon. It is only 10:23am there right now and still plenty of day to go. I just can't get this whole issue off of my mind, it is the only thing I think about and want more than anything else in life right now. I am continueing to pray that I will hear something very soon. I am just not very happy right now and in a very down mood. It might be because of the weather outside, but I don't think I will truely be happy until I am back in Denver. This is just the worst feeling ever (not knowing what you are going to do and how to get back). I keep telling myself that things will be ok and I will get something out there. Sharalyn has been a big help keeping my hopes up. If I don't get a job out there soon I will be extremely depressed and just want to shut down. Well, off to see if there is any work to be done.

more to come later...........