10:10pm at Home

Well, I just got home from Kelly's tavern. I just had several drinks and some cheese sticks. I am so worried that I won't find any jobs back in Denver, but I am trying the best that I can to keep my spirits up about the whole thing. I just want to be back there so badly and it is just killing me that I'm not. I hate being away from Sharalyn and not being able to see her. She is so beautiful and such a wonder person and an excellent girlfriend. I love her so much. She shows me daily what was missing from my last relationship (love, kindness, and understanding.... to name a few). I need to have her by myside and to just be with. I need to have her there to listen to me and for me to be able to listen to her. I am praying that I will hear something from some company tomorrow. I am so mad that I didn't hear back from Apex Systems this evening. Geoff was going to call me back but he didn't. Oh well, maybe tomorrow. Well, I am gonna go jump in the shower really quick and then get into bed. I will have more up tomorrow.